Don't Suffer

I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. 

 

Issac AI-Robotsimov

I meet Issac for the first time when I read his book The End Of Eternity. After that all I need do was see a book with his name on it and it was sold, even if it meant I wasn't having lunch that day.

Popular Mechanics and Popular Science

For as long as I can remember I had a subscription to both magazines, back in the seventies I was learning about the issues of petrol powered cars and the electrics that will one day save us.

Today we look at getting power from the sun as a new idea but a lot of ideas we see today were first suggested in the sixties and seventies. I drive a electric car very modern but I fell in love with
Electric cars in the sixties. Even thougt of building on my self. But the problem is how do you charge it away from home. Thank you chegenet. I have driven from
Timaru to Taupo

I had Hybrids earlier back in the seventies when VW first had the idea. The first Hybrid was a combie van how cool

 

 

My Music

The Alan Parson ProjectI Robot Scifi

This music made me strong and proud. It gave me hope on the bad days . I felt I was not alone in the world.

I found Alans abum Vulture Culture just after the murder it helped so much.

Mike Oldfield

Zapped me off to a better world.

 

 

 I'm OK – You're OK

by Thomas Anthony Harris

This is an absolute gem of a book, eventually I even got it to work on my mother.

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Dragons are they Real?

Of course they are real so many people around the world have told story's of them.

 So they must be real.

If dragons aren't real they should be.

In my life I call the issues of my life my  I call Dragons.

As the first thing you need to do is workout if they are true.

Then if all the nonsense I  have been told about is correct.

My Dragons bcome some of my best friends when my dragons once I know the truth.

 

Work

In the seventies I worked in the electronics industry building car radios through to ship to shore radios.
In the eighty's ad ninety's I worked as a Textile Technician the I trained to work as a computer technician even though I have only worked part time since the mid ninety's is works better with my illness

Memory

Labour’s win the other day was great.

 While the other things we voted on were a real mind bender.

I’m so glad national lost all they care about is money and mainly there own.

What would they do next close the prisons and open the border.

In the 80s and 90s I had problems remembering my name where I lived when I was born and the murder.

Even seeing the police was difficult, and voting was next to impossible.

Even today I think my name is what they kept calling me when I woke up inn hospital.

As for the people who claimed to be my parents.

My Dr predicted the next 40 so well he told me all sorts of things he even got the commission of inquiry right.

Its been interesting see it all come true.

The job he  gave to wake the other do Dr’s about what they had done was difficult but so rewarding.

 

The Black Box

When I was in the Air Force.

I learnt of the Black Box.

The Black Box contains things.

You do not need to know.

May be dangerous for you to know.

You may not be allowed to know.

Worry about only the bits of the black box you need know.

Ever since I have applied this to all I do.

It has keep me out of a lot of strife.

The Psychopath in my past is of no concern of how he got the way he was.

My only interest in him is how he hurt me and how to recover.

 

Helping

While helping a friend.

Getting the last thing they needed.

To get out of the winz trap.

The banks won’t help.

They need to work for them selves.

I spend a tiny bit of money.

What the banks did next.

I want to make a Molotov cocktail.

To celebrate such fools.

Well now we have the internet such fun.

 

3 Blind Cops

Standing by the by the road 3 Blind Cops.

The car in front stops in a stupid place3 Blind Cops.

I do an emergency stop but I do stop 3 Blind Cops.

After a while bang the seat I’m in is broken 3 blind Cops.

Some days I can hardly get out of bed 3 Blind Cops.

The a Blind Cop talks to me he thinks I’m in the wrong doesn’t he know the law 3 Blind Cops.

Decades later my doctor still fight the pain 3 Blind Cops.

The 3 Bind Cops get paid.

I don’t.

 

OLD

When your old.

When your unwell.

Your alone.

Your not safe.

Call 111.

They pretend your not there.

Such Nice Clowns.

You might as well be dead.

After a life building a better country.

Clowns everyone off them.

Oh well I will call friend I have money I will go private.

I hate waiting any way.

 

At Last

Your silence tells me.

The police are on my side.

I should not had to fight so hard,

Many people are not that strong.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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