The Source Of Secrets

When all you want is forget.
Some fool reminds you.

Dedicated to those whose life has been affected
 by a Murder committed by someone else.........

 WHY

You Must Understand You Must,
Make sense of the Senseless,
Find reason in the Unreasonable,
See purpose in the Insanity of Life,
That is what they demand of me.
WHY?????
If I say the past is OK,
What chaos is OK for the FUTURE.
We should learn from the past not repeat it.
Somethings I will not accept.
Somethings I will not understand.
We should learn from the past not repeat it

Forgiveness

When I forgave them.
The Murderer and the people that set him free.
My life became so much simpler.

Hero

Its amazing how two bad things can make something good.
My childhood suggested I would be a Monster.
When someone demand I become a mass murder.
I put my life on the line.
I said no way.
I stood my ground.
After time I saw it was all nonsense.
I was a good person.
Maybe even a hero.
Think about it.
All the clowns who attacked me.
I won anyway.

While it took me a long time to see the past this way.
It only matters to me.

But I hope it helps you find a different way with your past.

Question How Many Times Has The Government Let Me Down......

The Black Bird.

I see a Black Bird
Yes, it defiantly is black.
Yes, it defiantly is a bird.
But the question is….
Is it a Black Bird????
Dose it really matter???



I just to want forget he hurt me so much.

This site deals with the dark events of my life
In between times my life there has been good times to..

A group of Mad Doctor decided,
They would teach the Government about health cuts.
Tracking them down and letting them see their  handy work,
 letting go one of the most dangerous people in the country.
 It did my life wonders to see them lost for words.
They were not so happy to see me surprise surprise.

Here is a thought you will laugh at it.
2020 is the best year in my life well thats a scary thought I guess.
Level 4 ended the worst of my PTSD.
The support from friends so good.

Enough about my life.
Lets talk about the thing I found along the way back from hell.

The first sign of insanity
Is thinking your sane…….
read on.....



 I need to go I have to do some laundry waiting.

 

 

 

 

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